So I haven't been te happiest person lately. So many things happen to me. This year has been full of crap. I lost a family member, my beloved cat went missing, and I'm no longer me anymore. I hate almost everything about myself. I've hated myself to the point if cutting again. I just need to breath but I can't. I have mid terms coming up and I just have no time to relax. I need someone to talk to. I just feel like I'm not part of this world anymore. There are people out there who I talk to but I feel bad because I'm annoying them with my problems. My New Years resolutions are: push myself to the limit in lacrosse, do 10x better in school, cut